Spring is here. This time of year is very uplifting. New life and all that.
It is starting to get warmer. I no longer need a hat, scarf and gloves.
The trees are blossoming. Flowers are growing. I was impressed that despite my complete lack of care the flowers in my window box are now in full bloom.
I can't help but think of how the time if year I missed last year due to pPROM - May to July - is fast approaching. I was hoping I would be pregnant again by now. I had visions in my head how I would be heavily pregnant by July 9th, the anniversary of Orson's death. But now it looks highly unlikely M and Orson will have a brother or sister born this year....
I am determined to enjoy Spring and Summer this year. Despite the sadness this time of year will bring, I will be happy. I will be.