When people ask how I am I reply "okay" but the truth is I have a new okay, a sub-standard one compared to my old okay. Why? My second pregnancy was complicated by preterm Premature Rupture of the Membranes (pPROM) at just over 21 weeks resulting in the death of my son at just over 31 weeks. Since then I have had two miscarriages. This is the continuing story of my new okay.
Friday, 28 January 2011
2011 isn't so great so far.
A few days ago I had a miscarriage, I was 11 weeks pregnant. I will write more on this in another post but I am quite angry with the world right now.
Maybe I should give up hope for a fabulous 2011 and concentrate on 2012 instead?
I am so incredibly sorry for your loss :( Sadly, after I ppromed, I suffered 3 miscarriages in 2009. 8 weeks, missed at 12 weeks and a c/p. I hope and pray you have your sticky baby soon.
Oh hun. I am soo sorry. Sometimes it seems like the world is the most unfair place to live, and really...sometimes it is. I wish you and your husband lots of love and healing. XO
Knitstress you are of course right, it is only the first day if February. I will try not to give up on the year just yet. I hope you are right and that good things start happening to us all very soon.
My heart is breaking for you right now. Sending love and strength your way.
ReplyDeleteI am so incredibly sorry for your loss :( Sadly, after I ppromed, I suffered 3 miscarriages in 2009. 8 weeks, missed at 12 weeks and a c/p. I hope and pray you have your sticky baby soon.
ReplyDeleteOh hun. I am soo sorry. Sometimes it seems like the world is the most unfair place to live, and really...sometimes it is. I wish you and your husband lots of love and healing. XO
ReplyDeleteOh Lou, I'm really really sorry. That is such a hard blow. I'd be angry at the world right now too. Sending you peaceful thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThanks all of you.
ReplyDeleteI hope you're doing OK. Never give up on a year at the very start. Good things are coming for us all... :) x
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ReplyDeleteKnitstress you are of course right, it is only the first day if February. I will try not to give up on the year just yet. I hope you are right and that good things start happening to us all very soon.
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